I was doing my work....until I came to a point of static. . . . . . . . .
Contemplating this....where do I belong? Where am I going to put myself in this chart? The place is going through constant development, but nothing seems to stick through. I wonder if this situation is caused by indecisiveness or development in slow-mo. I do not prefer half-done work. And I am not fond of waiting. I want to finish this, but I don't know where to put myself in it.
Maybe next week, there will be some answers. Answers that may cause me headaches and anxiety, but hopefully I can persuade myself to relent. If I am not willing to do anything here, I have to be at someplace else. Even though I may not like it, I would just try. I don't have to pretend. I don't have to be afraid. I'm tired of self-deprecation. I am tired of this battle.
What you said is true, my dear. Let go of the little things.
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