..weeping heart..

(this one was written almost two years ago..)

are you a blessing?
are you a test?
are you the arrow
that shot right through my chest?
if you're a blessing
then why my heart is breaking
struck me to the core
bleeding me more and more
but if you're a test
then i have failed
Dear God,
i'm so frail
unable to contain
this feeling
that i dare not to keep
this night i weep..

June 14, 2009 9.30pm
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