..... sometimes i think that i am the kind of person who gets bored easily. after doing the same thing for some time, or after being at the same place for some time, i would always wish for something different or something new. i would welcome new changes. i would wish for doing different things, being at different places, meeting different people. i'm not sure whether it's because i am nomadic by nature or .... maybe i haven't found the things that i'm meant to be. maybe i haven't found the things that would plant me to the ground and start "growing hedges around my lawn" rather than keeping everything "portable and open".
..... so far, in the 8 years of my career, i have moved around about 5 times. all of them just happened almost effortlessly, they weren't really my choices, they were just .... how should i say it....., the needs of the service. and when it happened, there were no reasons for me to object or deny them. so, i'm kinda "go with the flow" here. along the way, i met many kinds of people, had many kinds of moments - memorable and embarrassing ones, all included. i had my experiences and from that, i know that i don't want to be in some situations ever again, and some .... i wish i could relive it again and again, and every time i relive it, i want to make it better.
but, what has passed would stay in the past. right now, i am reaching the second year of the latest 'move', and i am already feeling 'itchy' to leave. however, i have a feeling that i might have to stay here a bit longer than i expected. it's a darn large stone to step on. maybe my next move will be of my own choice and will be under my control. and someday i will find that fertile ground where i can grow my beautiful hedges.