itsy bitsy teeny weeny thots......part four

Sometimes you have to be nosy to know things...good things, not other people's matters...so please don't kill someone's effort to learn...

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I talk, because you listen
I listen, because I care
I care, because I love
I love, because you are special

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itsy bitsy teeny weeny thots......part three

one after one, we heard of fathers, husbands, family members acting out of their sane mind, hurting the people they love...how can these people who seemed normal on the outside, but mentally unstable inside..? how hard is life? is it genetics? where is faith? ..and what about those who depend on them? vulnerable..

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writing about one's own life is always much easier than writing about other people's needs..we can be honest, or we can justify everything according to our own logic and method of thinking..

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10 more days of fasting?..oh, time flies by so quickly. As a child, I would probably visited the kitchen for the umpteenth time to see how is the progress of Mom's cooking, and 'sniff and whiff'  the delicious aroma, or even just to take a peek of it under the tudung saji. Or sat in front of the tv and watch the kuih raya cooking show and wishing I could taste it as well. One of the fond memories I have during my childhood is how I love to look at the recipe books, especially the ones with large, colourful pictures of the dish in them, and sat down comfortably on the sofa with my little brother while waiting for iftar, and turning page after page looking at the pictures. Hence, there would be a chorus of "Nak!" to the pictures of dishes that looks delicious and tempting and "Tak Nak!" to those of the opposite. It was so fun doing that at that time.. :)

The call...

Telefon berbunyi (Nokia tone je..)

Pemanggil: Hello. Boleh saya bercakap dengan Cik Zamuna?

Cik Z: Ya, saya bercakap.

Pemanggil: Saya ..... dari Service Card Center. Kami memberikan 'discount card' kepada pengguna kad kredit yang aktif. Tidak kira dari bank mana pun kad kredit Cik, kita akan bagi kad tu. Cik menggunakan kad kredit dari bank mana?

Cik Z: Kad apa?

Pemanggil: 'Discount card'.

Cik Z: Ada apa-apa 'payment' atau pun caj?

Pemanggil: Tak ada Cik, semuanya percuma.

Cik Z: Macamana dengan yuran pendaftaran? Ataupun 'one-time payment?'

Pemanggil: Tak ada Cik, memang percuma. Kita bagi saja. Cik pakai kad kredit dari bank mana?

Cik Z: Oo, percuma. Apa 'advantage' kad ni?

Tuut..tuut..tuut..tuut....
(pemanggil letak telefon sebab aku tak jawab-jawab aku pakai kad kredit dari bank mana. Takkan la senang-senang nak bagi information kalau kita tak tau habis-habisan tentang tujuan dan perihal benda alah yang nak ditawarkan tu, kan?)

..and you are..

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Sweet.
Sweet like candy.
Sweet like rose, jasmine and frangipani.
Hot.
Hot like a melting pot.
But not like a 'blonde bombshell', I dare you not!
Warm.
Warm like the morning sun.
And the freshly-baked sweet potato bun.
Firm.
Firm like the muscles.
Feeling safe from a hustle.
That is you,
my sunshine, my Pooh!


The Dreamer©2010

5 Things I ..... About You..

After 2 months and 2 days of the transition from shift hours to normal office hours...

5 things that changed :

1. Less comfortable to do dental appointments, go to banks, paying apartment's maintenance bill. (I am not a fan of reporting to higher ranks and getting permissions every time I need to go out of office, and the inadequate parking space sometimes gives a headache too.)
2. Disadvantaged of going to events of interest on weekdays. (Just so many people on weekends, of course.)
3. Different job scope, nothing to complain about it. (Still blurry, though...sometimes jumbled.)
4. Office work stays in the office. Once home, I cannot event think about it, though I tried.
5. Got more time to have lunch with my buddy...and have quality conversations.

Oh, well....anything can be lousy if you think it is lousy..everything can be easy, if you take it easy....but sometimes, taking it easy is not enough..duh!

The Abyss

Have you lost your way
in the midst of lurking shadows of your past?
Have you found your path
that leads you out of suffocating wrath?

On these shoulders, you carry
in these hands, you hold
all these loads, and you choked
the prayers
screaming silently in your heart

The Dreamer©2010

What is Love?

Love hurts me

Love pleases me

Love lifts me up

Love knocks me down

Love calms me

Love is storm

Love is kind

Love beautifies

Love solidifies

Love is in me

Love is in you

Love is in each other

Love is together

Love is everafter

I love you...

The Dreamer©2010

itsy bitsy teeny weeny thots......part two

Letih....nak fikir2 lagi
Letih....nak drive balik rumah (kalaulah aku ni superman...)
Letih....nak tengok rumah yg macam pondok bocor atap
Letih....nak buat apa2
Letih....nak bersihkan peti sejuk
Letih....nak basuh baju
Letih....dengan dot dot dot

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....if ideas define who you are, how do you regard yourself when almost all major decisions you make in your life is based on someone else's idea?...a puppet?...a stone?...a stick?
I have no idea..

E-mail Hoax

Two of my friends (from the same circle of friends) have been a victim of e-mail hackers or spam or whatever in relation with it. I've received the same kind of "emergency" e-mails from two friends, the e-mail is as followed:

Hope you get this on time,sorry I didn't inform you about my trip in UK for a Program, I'm presently in United Kingdom and am having some difficulties here because i lost my wallet to some robbers on my way to the hotel where my money and other valuable things were kept. presently i have limited access to internet,I will like you to assist me with a loan of 2000 Pounds to sort-out my hotel bill,feeding and transportation.

I have spoken to the embassy here but they are not responding to the issue effectively, I will appreciate whatever you can afford to assist me,I'll Refund the money back to you as soon as i return,let me know if you can be of any help.I don't have a phone where i can be reached.Please let me know immediately.

Thanks.

(my friend's name)

Just reading the e-mail, we already know it is stupid. Knowing my friends' ways, I am sure they would not write this kind of e-mail. I even called one of my friend, just to make sure, and sure it is, it is just a hoax. My friend was stupefied by the number of calls and e-mails she received from her acquaintances, just to make sure that she was ok.

Perhaps some time ago, they once responded to an e-mail requesting their password information or such things...I don't know. So, be careful if you received any kind of e-mails that are suspicious. And be careful not to give your 'supposedly confidential' information like your e-mail or accounts numbers and passwords.

If you received something that seemed strange from my e-mail, you can ignore it or contact me for clarification but never straightforwardly comply to the information/help asked.

Be warned. Thanks.